jam bumi

mebe dh agak terlambat utk aku komen psl earth hour. tp dulik ape aku!!



ada yg setuju. ada yg x. aku x faham tul. soh tutup lampu sejam pun ssh. konon ada hidden agenda la.. cam org bodoh la apelaa.. sapa soh ko dok dlm gelap mcm batu x buat apa2? sll time black out leh jer survive.. pk sniri laaa apa xtvt nk wat dlm gelap tu. ikut imaginasi sniri la kan.. nk tmbh populasi dunia ke.. main spirit of the coin dgn lilin ke.. suluh2 jiran blkg umh ke ape ke.. eh hello! ada org paksa ko ker?? xde kan.. so xperlu laaa nk hanjeng2kan orang kalo ko x setuju. xnak buat dah ar.. g la tambah bil letrik ko tuh.. ada sapa halang?? bangang. otak letak kt ______ (isi sendiri) mmg camtu la jd nya. *geleng2 kepala sambil tgn cekak pinggang.

apa aku buat pd hari tu? hoh, aku bgn dgn bdn berpeluh2, walau tido x pakai selimut, sakit perut + pinggang. best! mlm b4 tu aku demam. nasib baik bila dh dekat kol 9 a.m. reda sket smer2 tu. so, pegi capsquare! igt leh laa nk daftar walk of hope ker lawat gerai2 ke tp bila sampai alahai terawal sgt la plak.. gerai2 tu x siap setup pun lg. booth KLDW pun.. adalaaa dekat sejam kot tawaf capsquare b4 brunch kat Tappers Cafe. hmm ok gak mkn situ even mknn aku 'American Breakfast' lama bebeno nk smpi! jauh sgt ehh smpi kena g America sinun! mslh visa kot... tapiiiii meks suker ID dia. sungguh suci sbb meja,kusi smer putih!! haha!! i loike! tunggu rumah meks siap, akn meks wat ID camtu! *tetibe ada awan pop out dari kepala

setel bfast, jln2 kt gerai Earth Hour. tp booth daftar x bukak2 smpi kitorang nk blk. soheh laa xdpt join atau beli baju dia. so, sambar le sticker keta & t-shirt wwf ngan beg kain yg ok kt mata aku. then jln2 kt pertama & sogo while waiting for nanad sampai naik lrt. sambar purse plak.. then g alamanda mkn kt MFM. habis 100++. mknn byk giler siotttt!! sengkak perut aku! tp sup dia aku kureng sket laa.. mebe dh terbiasa ngan sup pizzahut kot. hoho!

mlm tu konon nk tgk kl bergelap secara berperingkat2. igt nk naik heli tp enjin breakdown lak.. (setan!) so g Lookout Point jer. dpt park tepi jln & panjat tangga naik atas. lenguh wey kaki!!! dh lama x hiking. aku mmg pancit bab2 camni. stamina mmg out!

smpi2 atas, view mmg marvellous. kalau dpt dinner kt situ sambil diiringi gesekan biola dgn lagu Anakku Sazali mmg best smbil tgk view 1 kl. mlgnya restoran tu restoran cina. huhu!! so, kitorang proceed to menara. mendaki lagi! tp xsmpi atas ar.. bwh top floor je. hehe.. itupun dh cukup baik view dia.

ngam2 kol 8.30 adik aku call. terus aku terlepas nk tgk klcc tutup lampu! hampeh!! sedar2 org dh jerit2 n klcc n menara kl dh pun gelap! tp xdelaa gelap gulita kl tu aku tgk.. trg jek.. lampu jln smer nyala! at least padam laa selang 1 lampu ke.. dim sket ker ape ker.. hrp2 thn dpn dbkl leh la wat smthg.. alaa kt hway Pedas tu lek jer jln xde lampu ok watttt.. and rakyat mesia gak eh.. nothing to lose lar.. kamon bebeh!

smpi2 bwh, jalan dah jem, babe..... nk lintas pun susah.. utk hala ke ampang, aku kena u-turn agak jauh gak la... n beratur dekat stgh jam kot b4 smpi kt traffic light bwh tu. ke sejam?? x kira lak. tp mmg traffic gile2 hanjeng nyer jam! sapa yg mendaki naik tu sure nyesal x sudah!! yg turun ok lg sbb mission completed dah.. (aku la!)

so, dr situ trus g federal utk htr nanad balik kelana jaya. smpi2 lrt stesen tgk2 keta dia mak oiii... ujung skali & terpencil sorang2 kt situ. nasib baik aku htr smpi situ. klu htr smpi stesen ampang park je, camno?? rupanya si nanad dok berdoa dlm ati supaya aku htr smpi KJ. hahahah!! dia bilang, dia dok berdebar takut aku htr smpi kl je. bila aku ckp,"camne ekk nk g federal?" trus dia 'fuhh!!! aminnnn!!' yelaa aku pun xkan la x pk bahaya dia blk naik lrt sorang2.. mmg dah niat nk htr smpi KJ pun.. untung sapa kwn ngan aku ni. klu aku tau katne umh dia, mmg aku htr smpi depan pintu! *mendabik dada sambil pejam mata. bibir tersenyum. tgn masih mencekak pinggang.

alamak, dh panjang la.. aku sniri penat nk baca.

p/s: terlupa lak nk citer b4 g bukit ampang kitorang g beli lilin & lighter as simbolik la konon.. brader 7E tu tanya nk lighter $1.20 ke $1.40 & nanad dgn pantas jwb..

singgit pat.

motiffff ko mintak lighter $1.40???

tukar nama

td dok dgr sayangku billie nyanyi lagu2 dr insomniac. teringat balik saat2 lama 'memadu kasih' tiap hari lps balik skolah dulu. without fail. rindu bangetttt!!

pastu teringat dulu kat LK board aku ada conteng 'mommy's little nightmare'. term tu ada dlm lirik lagu yg dia nyanyi td. trus terpikir nk tukar url blog ni. sebab...
1) mengingatkan aku kt sygku billie
2) i AM mummy's little nightmare! hahaha! byk kisah2 aku masa kecik-remaja yg bleh wat org tua tu pening kepala. nnt2 la aku share out.

so, i've changed my url to mummieslittlenightmare.blogspot.com. patut nk letak mommys tp x lepas lak kt blogspot nih.. so aku guna la mummies. hmm cam mumia lak, tp lantaklah!

do i know me?

i've run some online test. saje2.. konon nk know myself better la.. nthah betul ntah tak.. here's the result:

Q: Imagine that you are walking along a path. What do you see around you?
A: A yellow corn field against a brilliant blue sky
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

Q: What do you see near your feet?
A: A mirror
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Q: Will you pick it up?
A: No
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

Q: You walk along and find water. In what form is the water?
A: A waterfall
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Q: You see a key in the water and you pick it up. What does it look like?
A: A beautiful antique key
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

Q: Next you stumble across a house. What type of house is it?
A: A hut with a garden full of flowers
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

Q: What do you do next?
A: Walk away. You're not that interested.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

Q: Suddenly, something jumps out at you. What is it?
A: A wizard
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Q: Because you are so scared you run until you see a wall blocking the path in front of you. There is a door, but it's locked, so you look through the key hole. What do you see?
A: A beach with waves crashing onto the sand.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

kinda like the answers. heheh!

False Hope

y are there such things as false hope? is there nothing in this world dat is certain enuff? if u can't do smthg / proceed, juz let ppl know dat u can't at the 1st place. last minute notice is only if smthg emergency happens. not because u feel like u don't wanna do it...

yeah.. yeah.. i knw.. in this world, nothing is certain except JANJI DIA. what goes around comes around. setiap perbuatan pasti ada balasannya. tunggu aje la. cepat atau lambat, bukan urusan kita. it may come in any form.

kepadaNya kita memohon, dan kepadaNya jugalah kita berserah..

it doesn't take forever to think of others. stop being selfish, please.

Lessons learnt

1. Record you loved one's voice so u can hear it over n over again when they're gone.
2. Be brave to say whatever u have in mind before u loose the moment for ever!
3. Tell the truth.

hmmm.. where did these 'lessons' came from? here's the story...

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somebody convinced me to watch this movie. so i searched for it n wonder when i'll find the time to watch it.

guess what.. it was on valentine's day! i don't know whether it's a good idea or not. watching this GREAT movie, alone.. of course it made me cried!! a lot! no surprise..

• i cried when they made up after a fight.
• i cried when Holly called Gerry's cellphone juz to hear his voicemail till she falls asleep. with his cellphone on the dressing table blinked everytime she called.
• i cried when she woke up and saw 'Gerry' strumming his guitar on the couch, hold him while he strums n then sleep on the couch holding a cushion. with her eyes closed all the time.
• i cried when Holly heard the tape for the 1st time.
• i cried when Holly 'saw' Gerry everywhere in the house getting ready,dressing n going out somewhere. its like he's still around..
• i cried when Holly karaoke for Gerry's sake n saw him n only him in the bar.
• i cried when William sang to her n it flash backed to when Holly n Gerry met for the 2nd time in that same bar, singing the same song!
• i cried when i saw Gerry read her their 1st encounter n rested his head on her shoulder while she hold his letter to her chest. he told her how she should pursue her dream. so sweet... n he's wearing the same clothes. ;(
• i cried when Holly ran to her mum n cried so hard on her shoulder, realizing that she's all alone on her own all this while without the man she really loves so so much...

i love everytime Gerry calls her, 'LOV'... 'BABY'... ohh i juz love GERRY!!! n William too. :p or maybe it's the ascent.. :p
n i love those shoes!!

wht i hate bout this movie is it made me cry n when m still in the 'mood', it suddenly 'jumps' to the next scene n the mood just... 'gone'! but it's ok.. being drowned in the emotion is not a really good idea.. so, i take it back!

oh n btw... if i say i 'cried' it also means i 'love'.. so, i love EVERYTHING in this movie. it fills my heart, made it full of love~

i hope u'll watch the movie too..

p.s. i love u