I'm so used to see my dad being healthy. He's the strongest man. He can do everything on his own. Houseworks as well. He's my hero. He's my rock.

But seeing him getting sicker day by day for the past weeks opened up my eyes. It gives me some kind of wake up call. That he's not as strong as he used to be. He's now relying on us on few things that he used to do himself. 

Sometimes i feel like part of it was my fault. Ever heard of kifarah? The sickness becomes smthg tht cleanse away our sins. And being an unmarried daughter, he still carries mine. Astaghfirullahal'azim.

Ya Allah, please cure him. Please lift up the burden from him. We still need him. Tell me what should i do. I'll do anything for him. Guide me there. Please...